When I lay down at night,
Your chest is my pillow,
body heat, my blanket,
Your arms, the strength for tomorrow.
My fingers touch your face,
I feel your breath
on my skin,
There is nothing that can replace,
My feeling of comfort within.
I inhale deeply,
The scent of you intoxicating,
smile slightly, my eyes close,
No fear of you awakening.
You sleep so peaceful,
So content and calm,
love you more with each breath you take,
Yet so many tell me that you are wrong.
My heart knows what it wants,
And true love
is what I believe,
I smile once more,
Then I sleep.
Thursday - December 2, 2004
Eyes Wide Open
If your eyes are open
Then why is your heart
If your ears are listening,
Then why do my words surprise you so.
Why do you say you love some one
you are uncapable of love,
Lying to me to get what you want
Is something I am sick of.
If I left, would you care,
you miss me if one day
I was to dissapear.
Into the darkness,
Leaving no trace,
Giving you the only thing left
The memory of my face.
Maybe to you I am already gone,
I vanish when you close your eyes,
My love goes
When you fill my heart with lies.
Fantasy becomes reality,
When the time your eyes finally open,
will I be found,
I will have left you in the dream you live in.
Sunday - August 3, 2004
So many times I lay awake at night,
to my thoughts, trying not to cry.
Why did you leave, and where did you go,
So many questions unanswered,
things I need to know.
You tell me you love me and that you will never stray,
There are so many things you want to do,
and to many people get in your way.
You say all these things, yet act so different,
You make me want to hide in darkness,
my life is all but spent.
It is my love that binds,
And my heart continually cries,
Crying out for you to listen
If I had to live without you,
I would surely wither and burn.
Engulfed in flames, with no name.
I've lived in complete dillusion,
In this state of my immortal confusion.
Sunday - July 25, 2004